Friday, December 16, 2011

Last Post of 2011

Photo taken by Melanie and Dave Rollins from Art From Life & Nova FIlms.

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays
from my family to yours!
...fa la la la la la la la la!!!  

Time is flying!  I can't believe we are about to celebrate another Christmas.  Owen is growing so fast...Check out his feet???  Size 7 men's shoe?  I am going to be soaking in all the beauty this holiday has to offer and I will be spending most of my time with these two handsome men.  I can't wait!  However, while they play their video games and other "manly"games I will be working hard on my short stories and filling my moleskin with handwritten words.

Inside Scoop...

I have been very busy creating  
many new items 
these past few weeks that I will reveal in the
NEW YEAR!  
I will be sharing them with you FIRST on the Blog. 
Stay tuned for the big reveal!!!
(Be sure to sign up for my newsletter if you haven't already!)

Also, I wanted to share this absolute beautiful downloadable magazine called SPROUT!
  It is FILLED with ART, poetry, photography, stories and so much more! 
Gift it to a friend or buy a copy for yourself.  It's ONLY 6$. 

Merry Christmas et Joyeux Noël
I'll see you on the other side of 2011

Here is a link to my absolute favorite Christmas song sung en français.
This song makes me believe in the innocence and magic of the season.

Big LOVE and hugs to every single one of you! xoxoxo  
Thank-you from my WHOLE heart for supporting this journey.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

An Early Chrsitmas Gift...

Hello dear peeps,

Are you feeling the Christmas spirit yet?  I am.  Big Time.  I have been crafting it up and making sweet handmade lovelies for the kindreds in my life.  I am so looking forward to spending some quality time with my boys and all the other people I heart so. Steve has been so busy studying for his next exam.  Owen has had me busy being his "patient" every night after dinner.  He checks my pulse and my heartbeat.  Puts hot compresses behind my shoulders and tells me I need to rest. (he is way too cute!) I am also looking forward to taking a step back from blog world and social networking...  Sometimes you need to put it all on hold, even the good stuff.  You need to stop, take a breath and breathe it all in. 

I received and early Christmas gift yesterday.  One that will last far longer than Christmas morning.  Yesterday I was gifted this class from my sweetie.  I have been counting the sleeps for this class to start.  I knew it would be excellent.  But to be honest the first twenty minutes of Lesson One has opened me up to language and writing in a way that I was not expecting so early in the course.  Sarah Selecky is a masterful teacher.  This I already know as true.  I will be exploring her teachings and diving into my writing for the next several weeks.  I have been feeling a considerable tug lately to write and write and write.  More than writing for the blog, for others, for letters to the editor.  I have been feeling a tug to fall into my stories again.  To turn them inside out. To make them shine.  To set them free.  Because the truth is, I have many more stories sitting inside of me waiting  impatiently to be written by my hand.  So, I have work to do.  My goal is to have this book finished and ready to share by the end of 2012.  No more putting this off.  No more. 

Every year I buy or make an ornament for Owen.  
This was the first one I ever purchased.
He was still in my belly.
  One month before he was born I put this one on
the Christmas tree in December of 2002.

I will be popping in once more this week to wish you all a very Merry Christmas (for all those who celebrate) and Happy Holidays.  In the meantime, I hope you are filling yourself up with Christmas magic and Christmas spirit.  I really hope you are feeling it too.
xoxo
 

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Through His Eyes

     Owen, my eight year old son thinks his Mama is now a "famous artist".  Is it bad that I wanted him to believe this?  I told him that I was not famous (yet) and that I was SO PROUD of myself for having my art and my words published.  I told him this was a DREAM come TRUE for me and that we can NEVER stop dreaming BIG DREAMS (even when we have grey hair). I told him that I was happy that he was proud of me too and that I couldn't wait to help him celebrate all the many DREAMS COME TRUE that he has to come...

His eyes lit up when he saw my work in the magazine.  
I saw the pride.  I felt the JOY.
Seeing it through his eyes made it so special for me.
More and more it makes me believe that we need to SHOW 
our children what is possible and not just tell them.
Seeing is believing... 
and I want him to believe that he can accomplish
ANYTHING and EVERYTHING!

 You can find my art quilts and my article published in THIS issue of Sew Somerset (Winter 2012). On newstands NOW!  I am THRILLED to be in this magazine.  Feeling SUPER grateful. Thank-you to all the Rock Stars at Somerset who worked to create this publication. ♥ xo 

  I wanted to share with you a post I wrote for Louise Gale's
website, dedicated to raising the consciousness of the world,
one by one through practicing self-care, love, kindness, forgiveness & gratitude through creative expression. This post is one of my favorite posts that I wrote from the heart and I had to share it on my own blog. 

It's called the Story.  Here it is...

     Stories have always fascinated me.  True stories and untrue stories too.  The untrue stories helped me through the times in my life where I wanted to forget my own true story, the one that was too painful to sit in at the time.  Since then, I have continued to be spellbound by carefully threaded stories.

Oral stories have also been part of my tapestry.  My sweet Mémère never learned to read.  And I have known and understood from a very young age the importance of stories shared orally.  These tales of truth have always been so dear to my heart.  I have felt a responsibility to listen carefully to her stories and tuck them safely inside me.  She deserves to have someone listen and treasure her truths.  I cannot imagine not being able to express myself using the written word.  I feel like I would have died a thousand times of heartbreak without this ability.

Our stories are as diverse as the faces on the planet, yet they connect us all.  Because as different as the storyline may be, the themes are quite similar.  I can honestly say there are some stories I wish I did not have to own as my own.   There are those stories I have shared, those I continue to make sense of and those that still remain buried under layers of fear, sadness and pain.  All of these stories influence the way I see the world and more than ever they influence the ways in which I want to make a difference.

The older I get, the more I realize that everyone has a rich inventory of stories sitting within their hearts.  All of us could share tales of heartbreak and triumph within our own family tree.  I have come to understand the importance of sharing these stories.  I have learned that by writing them and telling them, I am also setting them free from my heart and my body.  My mentor Beverly Hawksley tells me that “we have a social responsibility to share our stories”.  As artists, writers, mothers, and teachers, we need to reveal these narratives in a way that will empower us and help us move on.  By sharing them we help others along their journey.  And, we also make room for new stories.

I often say that my artwork is inspired by unwritten stories. Those sitting on the page and those that are waiting to be excavated, layer by layer, word by word and one painting at a time.   This is how I choose to tell my stories but there are other ways to do this.  Maybe you are a songwriter, a musician, a children’s author, an illustrator, a chef, a gardener, a sculptor, a mechanic, a poet, a director or a gypsy.  Maybe you haven’t shared your stories yet or you don’t know which method is best for you.

Maybe today will be the day you peel back a layer and go there.  Maybe not.  Maybe today you will open up to the possibility of sharing one of your stories with someone you trust.  I do hope to set my stories free.  Every single one.  I would love to hear how you share your stories with the world.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

It's for Real!

WOW!  It's one thing to see it online, but it's a WHOLE OTHER thing to see it in the bookstore I visit at least twice a week.  The same dude (I stalked) from last week was there unpacking the boxes as I sipped my grande non-fat caramel machiatto...waiting for the doors to open to the other side where the books and magazines are.

I saw him pile up some magazines in the mixed media section and I couldn't wait ANY longer... As soon as that divider opened I was off. "I was wondering when I would see you today", he said.  "OK. hi, I responded" turning crimson red... )  There is that crazy woman again... is what he was probably thinking...



And then I saw it.  Sitting on the shelf.  The same shelf that I browsed through for the last six years, soaking in all the inspiration, drooling over all the talent. Feeling the tiny whispers that had been lying dormant in my heart.  There it was.  The magazine with my very own name ON THE COVER!  Is it cheesy that I wanted to scream and shout it out?  OK.  I know a little over the top...but that's what I wanted to do...  Shout it out!  I wanted to say:  "Yo, people of Starbucks, this is ME on the cover!  For REAL!  Yes, yours truly has busted out of her shell and taken the leap to follow her dreams during the last 18 months and guess what???  She's on the cover baby!!!  OK.  So, I didn't say all that. (Thank God). Instead I grabbed two copies (one for my mom and one for me) and then I made my way home driving with the BIGGEST grin.  I hopped into bed  and read it from cover to cover.  It's real.  It really happened.  My name is on the cover. My words are in print.  My art is published. A small town girl from Northern Ontario is smiling HUGE. It's all about celebrating THESE moments that makes it all worth it!
(Thank-you to Stampington for sending my complimentary copies in the mail.
  I got them yesterday. YAY!!! )

Stay tuned for the next post where I show you my published work in
 THIS magazine!!!
 Somebody pinch me!

Have a beautiful weekend!
 I`m off to Huntsville to paint the day away with Beverly and meet some important peeps!  
 Love to you all! xoxo